Words, You Say

I feel as if I’m going to die 

when each encouraging word that I whisper 

a lie 

to myself 

to my friends 

to the times 

that will end 

to my mother 

my peers 

those late night 

lasting fears 

I will fail 

I will fail 

but will it be that bad? 

because success is all I’ve really had. 

looking to the past 

in all the roles I’ve been cast 

the underdog has not usually been one 

and my mother told me 

“I just want you to have fun” 

but when the light is out 

those words hold less clout 

as the worries speak volumes of temors

you’ll fail you’ll fail you’ll fail.

of course it will never get better.  

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May 1

adrowningwoman:

The Codes of Gender

Written and directed by MEF Executive Director Sut Jhally, The Codes of Gender applies the late sociologist Erving Goffman’s groundbreaking analysis of advertising to the contemporary commercial landscape, showing how one of American popular culture’s most influential forms communicates normative ideas about masculinity and femininity.

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May 1

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brain-food:

On June 26, 1956, author C.S. Lewis responded to a fan letter from Joan Lancaster, a young Chronicles of Narnia enthusiast.

In a personalized thank-you letter, the writer imparted some simple and valuable stylistic advice for budding prose writers. 

I love this man.

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Imagine it, a situation worthy of Franz Kafka and his famous Metamorphosis, one day, you wake up as someone of the opposite gender. The emotions that run through you, horror, grief for the loss of a major part of your identity, shock, and most importantly, alienation in a place that you should be most comfortable in; your own body. Now imagine that you were born this way, a mind of one gender, trapped in the body of the opposite. The alienation following you from your crib, the fear of questioning who you are and who you were meant to be plaguing all of your social relationships and your confidence in yourself. This is the experience of someone who is transgender. A Metamorphosis that most don’t understand or fear because of social stigma and cynicism.

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Apr 22

"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other."

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